{"id":2942,"date":"2019-11-07T07:38:53","date_gmt":"2019-11-07T07:38:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/zethysuhaidah.com\/?p=2942"},"modified":"2022-09-08T22:18:35","modified_gmt":"2022-09-08T14:18:35","slug":"keeping-it-100","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/zethysuhaidah.com\/?p=2942","title":{"rendered":"Postgraduate Life : Keeping it 100."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/zethysuhaidah.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/img_9963.jpg\" alt=\"\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Assalamualaikum and I hope everyone has a very blissful week.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Procrastinating from finishing my essay, I watched a short video on Facebook about &#8216;Grandparents Trying Millenials Slang&#8217; and keeping it 100 are one of the slangs that they tried. Keeping it 100 (100 normally is used as the 100 and the double line beneath emoji) is a way of the younger generation saying &#8216;real&#8217;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m keeping myself 100, by acknowledging my feelings and emotion. It has been nothing but a roller coaster ride. Every day it&#8217;s always a long list of readings and trying to sculpture my word to make sense to others when in fact in the seminars, there are always others who expressed it eloquently. I can&#8217;t help but feel sad although sad is an understatement. Sometimes I feel like a failure and I shouldn&#8217;t be feeling like that because this is the path that I chose, with no undue influence. As an adult, I questioned myself in every take I took when it was not the case when I was a teenager. I was brave, up to any challenge I faced. I kept on reflecting on myself, was I too comfortable throughout my three years in Essex?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I have 4 essays to submit in these two weeks and I have not even finished one yet (hopefully by today) ((please if you&#8217;re reading this please pray pray pray for me)). I also went back to Essex to meet my cutie pies and brother and sister bear (Kak Amy, Abang Azhar and the kids). It was almost 4 days of happiness until I arrived in Bristol when readings and seminars were waiting\u00a0<em>excitedly\u00a0<\/em>for me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Teenage life is full of adrenaline pump, for most young adults I presumed. Impulses and unwise decisions are always on top of their list and when you look back when you&#8217;re an adult, those rebellious years were a lesson learnt and good memories. Probably seven years down the road, you&#8217;d laugh about it. Parents play an important role, the child&#8217;s happiness is what&#8217;s best for them because happiness was the first thing the little one gave you when s\/he was born. You might have a dozen kids but that particular child has only one mom and one dad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Oh Allah. Please guide us as we fear of going ashtray.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Assalamualaikum and I hope everyone has a very blissful week. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1788,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2942","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-law-school"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/zethysuhaidah.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2942","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/zethysuhaidah.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/zethysuhaidah.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zethysuhaidah.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zethysuhaidah.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2942"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/zethysuhaidah.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2942\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3080,"href":"https:\/\/zethysuhaidah.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2942\/revisions\/3080"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zethysuhaidah.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1788"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/zethysuhaidah.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2942"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zethysuhaidah.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2942"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zethysuhaidah.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2942"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}